so ive come to the conclusion that being a single mom while still being married freaking sucks....im basically worthless feel like i have no real reason to get ready or do much of anything, emma asked me today why i was in my gym clothes still...at 6pm.....my answer...mommy doesnt feel good( aka i didnt want to get dressed!) oh man the motivation to be a small smidgen of myself these days is lost....where oh where have i gone....